And so today, I find myself once again in the midst of uncertainty. I deeply dislike uncertainty. I like schedules and routines, and I tend to be complacent.
Being uncertain about things in my life causes me to worry and stew, and yet here I am again. Yet somehow, I think I wouldn't mind so much if it were only my life being affected, but I am married. I have a family now-- a small family, but still, I worry twice as much about how these things will affect my husband.
And so I will make a plan, and follow it. I will not procrastinate, as I am sometimes in the habit of doing.
And I will pray and I will trust God to provide for me and my small family. Or I will do my best to do so. After all, I am only human.
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