There is a difficulty of living with somene with an anger problem. Lately, I find myself reflexively snapping back, because I expect anger, even when he is not angry.
Pain and stress and depression is hurting my husband, and I don't like what it's doing to him. But I have come to realize that it's doing things to me, too. And I don't like what it's doing to me, either.
I am once again at the point where I don't know how we're going to pay bills, and I hate it. I do my best to trust God to take care of me, but I just want to be out of this situation so badly. I desperately want enough to money to pay bills and have enough left over to buy myself a new pair of cheap sneakers.
I don't think that's greedy. And I am working as hard as I can to make it happen. At least I think I am.
I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to pray for. So I just keep thinking, 'Help me, Lord, please.' And then I have to trust him to do so.
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